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- It has been over three years, and only the one time (so-far), but my husband (of 20 years) and I played out the role, at my request, of non-consensual rape, and it was exhilarating. It was brutal and unnerving, and painful at times, but it was what I needed. I was scared, because I knew I had absolutely no control, and shaking and almost crying at times, but the orgasms I had were incredible, and the catharsis of living out this fantasy with one I loved and trusted implicitly was incredible. And our relationship has grown closer since, and continues to do so.
- We haven’t felt the need to do this since, but I know if we ever do that it will be wonderful, whoever instigates it.
- I don’t know if the initial incident is what sparked my fantasies or if it is the need for a ‘loss of control’ situation, but I know that it is very satisfying to me to have done this, and to know that it is available again, should the need arise.
- I guess what I am trying to do here is to give a personal insight, for those who are curious, based on my experiences in both the actual act of rape (anger) and what Sarah was talking about (CAFL).
- Jayda